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08 March 2007 @ 12:52 pm

Johnson State. 3rd choice.

I just called all the admissions offices of the other schools. Champlain letters are going out on the 23rd. I couldn't get ahold of my admissions counselors at the other schools.

So on the bright side, my life is not going nowhere. God is good, He has AMAZING timing. I needed something like that.

Hell Week is almost over- One Act performs tomorrow night!

I'm SO excited.

And SO bored.
21 December 2006 @ 12:10 pm
i am the most pathetic lj addict ever. honestly. i find myself wanting to do nothing else during my study hall. so what do i do? i update.

we got a really cool new piece in band today, it’s called “flight of valor” and it’s based on the hymn “it is well with my soul”, it was composed for the one year anniversary of 9/11.
20 minutes left of study hall… i have absolutely nothing left to do, there is nothing i desire to do or really need to do… i’m sending off all my college stuff on tuesday morning and then i’m deleting everything from my computer because i’m so sick of looking at the essays and the applications.
i need to talk to my guidance counselor. preferably tomorrow.
i’m so ridiculously bored. you have no idea.

guys suck. i’m sick of feeling like i’m not good enough.
but just maybe, i’m good enough this time.

there are so many things the world says to us that seem to weigh more heavily on our hearts than the word of God does.
every night i go back to His word but then every morning when i am thrown back into the cruelty of this world it is like everything He has told me is being wiped away.
i just don’t know… i really don’t. i am completely lost.
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02 December 2006 @ 07:16 pm
Woot for procrastinating on the all-important college essay :D Time for another survey thingy!

1. Guilty pleasures:
a) Anything chocolate
b) Anything with peanut butter
c) Cookie dough straight from the mixing bowl
d) Ice cream
e) Cheesecake *swoons*
f) Acting at least a little bit flirtatious around guys... I don't have bad intentions... I just really can't help it. I guess I can't call it a guilty pleasure. It's just... me.

2. Things to do before I die:
a) Go to Europe
b) Get published
c) Tell those I love how much they mean to me... because I have realized that those opportunities seldom knock twice...
d) Get married
e) Do some sort of ministry in a third-world country
f) Find out what God's plan is for my life and do all I can to fulfill it

3. Things I cannot do:
a) Draw/paint/anything visual-arts-y
b) Eat a plate of pasta at a restaurant in one sitting. I have to box it & take it home to finish over 2 or 3 more nights.
c) Finish my college essay
d) Look at Stephanie without laughing
e) Think of the word "bodacious" the same way again
f) Be anywhere in the same vicinity as Jeff without emitting a slight giggle or teasing him because he's "that weird Quebecian kid" :P

4. Things I do ritualistically at some point everyday:
a) Check my email/LiveJournal/Xanga/MySpace/Facebook/LD
b) Hit snooze on my alarm clock at least 3 times before my mother finally comes in, turns on the blinding light and tells me to get my carcass out of bed
c) Brush my hair
d) Listen to my iPod
e) Call Rose
f) Tell Derek his head is swelling :P

5. Books I love:
a) The Notebook
b) The Bible
c) The Guardian
d) A Walk to Remember
e) The Rescue
f) At First Sight

6. Movies I could watch over & over again:
a) Pirates of the Caribbean (1 or 2)
c) Legally Blonde
d) She's the Man
e) Any of the Harry Potter movies
f) A Knight's Tale

Ok, so the "I can't finish my college essay" is a lie, cause I just printed out draft numero uno. I know, I should have done that a while ago. (Believe me, my mother has more than covered that one.)

In other news...


I love being able to drive by myself, it's the coolest feeling in the world.

College app process is driving me mad. I'm finally getting a handle on things. I'm sending everything off in a week or two.

Nothing much else to write.

Hope all is well... much love <3
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05 August 2006 @ 08:06 pm
hey everyone! this is the new livejournal of tryanotherstar, for the occasional rants, new writings, or really anything i want to post.

this is a friends only journal.

if you want to be added to my friends, drop a comment here and i'll be more than happy to add you...

God bless

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